From Aya Recovery & Wellness

My Small Bloom Reflections

A Practice for Self-Discovery

Fifty reflections for a woman keeping her own record.

Paperback · 7 × 10 in · 72 pages

The cover of My Small Bloom Reflections, a gold Aya fern on deep jade

On small blooms

Recovery gets described as something that will bloom later. This book does not agree.

A morning you got through is a bloom. So is an hour, a phone call, a meal held down.

Not steps toward a flowering. The flowering.

Five sections · Fifty reflections

They begin small and grow deeper as you go

Reflections 1–10

Small Beginnings

Start where the day actually is.

Reflections 11–20

Noticing

You cannot tend what you have not seen.

Reflections 21–30

Looking Inward

The question is not who you should be. It is who you are.

Reflections 31–40

Tending What's Growing

Something in you is already growing. This is where you feed it.

Reflections 41–50

Deep Roots, Open Sky

Roots first. Then everything else.

A look inside

No schedule and no way to fall behind

The reflections are numbered, not dated. Skip the ones that do not land today. Come back when they do.

Reflection 3 · Small Beginnings

Something small that made me smile:

Reflection 16 · Noticing

Name one small victory from this week and how it felt in the moment.

Reflection 50 · Deep Roots, Open Sky

Finish this sentence, then keep going for as long as you like: “I am still here, and…”

Crisis lines in the front of the book, for the hard days

A page for the people you can call

A blank page after every section, for whatever the prompts did not ask

A closing practice for reading yourself back

Write badly. Write in fragments. Write one word and close the book.

It still counts.

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Paperback · 7 × 10 in · 72 pages · ISBN 978-0-557-75381-9

A reflection tool. Not a substitute for treatment or care.